GreyPezzola

I'm about to ramble and sound very weird.
Sorry.

I have nowhere to rant to.

Tumblr is off limits.
Facebook has too many people I don't really care for.
QA is off limits.
And my dairy is awkward to write in.

So here goes nothing!

You know that feeling where you really SHOULD be surprised when you find something out about someone, but you aren't. Like when your friend tells you that they are gay, or when you find out that someone likes you. You should be, but you aren't. Because you have suspected it for a very long time.

For once, I want to be surprised, I want to be heartbroken.

But I can't.
And I'm not.
I'm hollow.
Again.

I really need to start writing again. At least the people I write are honest as to who they are with me.

I haven't been on here in ages.

Sorry about that.

Hope all of you are alive and well!

For an art piece? I'm game.

Sorry.

Had to get that out of my system.

So yeah. Zach and I were talking about stuff and other stuff and I was like, 'photoshoot with what people are ashamed about written on their bodies' and he was all, 'OMG! Yeah!'

So I'm going to be ditching my shirt for some eyeliner and writing on my body what I don't like about it. Then we are taking photos. Don't worry, I'll be wearing my bikini top, geez you pervs. But this should be a very interesting shoot for me. Yay! (?)

In other news, I may have another rib out of place or something because my sternum is killing me. And I'm sick. Yay.

Here comes the "Let's find everyone at Sacanime" crash! If I just started watching you and you were at Sacanime, cheers! I was playing the ocarina on sunday, if you want a vague idea of who I am!

There is so much to write about sacanime. Mostly, I won about $40 worth of stuff at a tea party, there was Michelle and Micheala (that's how she spells it!), Chris, Alonzo/En, ORPHAN! (Blake), Miranada(!!!), and the ever lovely Carlyfornia!!!

And I won fake hair! That stuff is expensive! It cost me $5 to get in and my dignity, but it was worth it! "IS IT A DILDO?!" Fail. Failfailfailfail. Getting called by my full name... because of that... not cool. But now I can have Natalie hair! And have pretty long hair! Just in blonde... and I have to spend like 15 mins putting it in!!!!

Oh, and I danced with Pedobear, he was awesome! Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! People are so cool! I am so dead!

My life should be a soap opera, I'm not even kidding. Let me give you a run down of the past while.

WARNING: Punctuation is for the weak!!!

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You have no idea how much I want to fix that ^.